| Confused |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Breaking Benjamin - Breakdown | ] |
It has come to my attention that I may not be able to hold on to my scholarships. Along with that I have also noted that I hate college, or at least I hate not knowing what Im here for. I came here because I felt that I had to, but that doesnt seem much a reason now that I am here. I have been seriously debating on taking a break, maybe a few years, getting a job and trying to sort out what I want to do, not what I should do.
Ive decided to take the rest of the week off from my classes to sort out the mess which is my life. Ill post my decision when, or if, I reach one. |
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| Here comes Dr. Tran |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|10:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Just watch the movie | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Default -- Count on Me | ] |
I posted this on my FFXI Linkshells website, and I figured 'Ive been neglecting my LJ for a while now, lets put it on here too.'
And so with much glee I give you this.
Here comes Dr. Tran!
Note...there may be parts that may not be completely safe for work or school.
But there isnt anything horrible in it, just questionable.
ENJOY! |
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| The update to end them all |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 10 years - All White | ] |
Bet that nobody saw this coming. I mean, me post? Pssh.
Anyway I have just moved into my dorm and its not too bad. My roommates are pretty cool from what Ive seen thus far. One of them just happens to be the RA of my floor, which may spell trouble, but I doubt it from the way he acts.
So I figured Id give this one shout out to everyone. Oh and read the VG cats for this week if you want to know the origins for my new icon. It is ungodly funny trust me on that |
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| More of the picutres for you viewing pleasure |
[May. 23rd, 2005|03:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Notta.....still need to put some on my computer | ] |
Once again I am far too generous.
Anyway I give to you my more recent customizations to my Guild Wars character in the form of my newer sets of armor
( Hydromancer Armor )
Wasnt real fond of this armor myself...but it did its job.
( My new Aeromancer Armor )
I like this armor, now that I have dyed it gold instead of the purple that came stock....and I had a really hard time clearing the screen this time, the town that I took this picture in is extremely crowded.
Personally I really like the way this last picture turned out, except that I couldnt get rid of all that stuff on it.
Be back once we do something else worth talking about. |
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| Guild Wars |
[May. 21st, 2005|10:38 am] |
I know I havent updated in a while, but I have an excuse...Guild Wars owns my soul.
Literally, I no longer have a soul...
So anyway for your viewing pleasure I present to you a picture of my devilishly handsome Elementalist Deriam Hearthwith!
( Teh Deriam )
( Our sweet guild capes ) |
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| Uhhh......Woot? |
[May. 2nd, 2005|04:17 pm] |
You can laugh at the silly superstitions of the religious, safe in the knowledge that we are only dust and lies. All that will be left of you after you die is a slow decay and some fading memories in the minds of your friends. Hope you're enjoying your life at the moment- there's nothing better to come.
Are You Damned?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
Taken from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) daiyaonna.
All I can say is...Woot? |
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| Updating for the sake of updating |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Meh... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Three Days Grace -- Wake Up | ] |
More quizzes...
You actually don't unlock anything; you're the
winding key for an old grandfather clock. Few
people know how important you are unless you
aren't there, but there are a few who treasure
you all the time. You help people keep moving
forward, but you also help them through the
present by reminding them of the past.
What sort of key are you and what do you unlock?
brought to you by Quizilla
Hmm I dont really feel like people dont apriciate me but the rest of it seems like it could be true.
Anyway, next
Your Birthdate: February 25 |
Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects.
You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details.
Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible.
Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show.
This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible.
In friendships you are very cautious and reserved.
You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions. |
Okay....anything that knows this much about me must be destoried, now. I mean thats just creepy. O.O
Well, thats all you get for now. Go away and let me work on my plethora of homework ; ; |
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| Yet another random update |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|08:53 pm] |
Went the the Northern Exposure over this weekend. To all that are uninformed it was a day long event, on Saturday ;.;, bent on orienting the incoming freshmen to NKU.
I actually have a good time, got my schedule worked out....took me all of an hour to do that, and I got to listen to pretty neat little speeches. I was totally exhausted though thats why this little update is so late.
Anyway, I must say that I am a bit excited about going there now, the professers seem really cool, I got almost every class that I wanted, and I cant wait to get away from Wilson! And anyone who knows him will know the reason behind that
Thats about all thats new here.....stop reading now.....
Why are you still here? Im not that interesting |
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| Depressed as hell.....and there are so many reasons why |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|06:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Very Depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Crossfade -- No Giving Up | ] |
So Im back from my spring break trip....and I think Im worse off then I was before o.O
I had fun at my uncle's, he lives in Morehead. But, now that Im home all my problems have been reincarnated, bigger and better.
Problem listing:
1)Too much freaking school work....not that big of a problem, I can fix this
2)My nice litte US bank account is being ass raped...literly. Last week it was at -$68. I added $75 so that I wouldnt be in the hole and could fix it in time. Today I find out that I am over -$300! I mean, what the hell happened? *sigh* Im going to have to ask my parents for a bit of a loan, until I can find out what the hell they did.
3)My computer sucks rigth now. I can barely do anyting on it...I think I need a shotgun or something....that should fix it. On a side note to malithar I cant even log on to FFXI anymore...which really sucks I fear for Lenwe's deletion...
4)Life, love, and everything in between.....or mabey the lack thereof I dont know.
So Im hoping that I can have this crap fixed sometime soon. Until then, Im kinda stuck. |
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| Heh heh |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|11:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bon Jovi....Need I say more | ] |
Once again I provide you all with a nice LJ quiz!!
I know....I am far to generous
Whats this? Two in one day. Why not
Of course theyoungman would be my nemesis, Im sure he wouldnt have it any other way....Sith lord my arse. And I get to sleep my way to power.....using my robopowers...wow that can lead to some disturbing images. |
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| Heh heh |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|06:52 pm] |
Wow....this could be one of the coolest things ever
you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.
which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Well now back to my crappy Darwinism report >. |
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| My life in a nutshell....Depressing |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|11:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Read the title -.- | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stereomud -- Breathing | ] |
Saw this little quiz and decided to take it because the pictures on it looked neat
And I got yet another set of results that told me that was going to end up dieing alone...Much akin to this quiz I took but decided not to post:
FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
*Sigh*
See? Depressing stuff....I mean....*sigh*
I think that Im just going to go sit in a dark room....If youll excuse me |
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| Scary, scary things |
[Mar. 24th, 2005|01:41 pm] |
Why do I even try these things....and why do I put them on here so that my friends and complete strangers can ridicule me? OH, well. For your pleasure
Why God....Why |
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| My Death o.O |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Crossfade | ] |
Spotted this quiz on aiko_chan2006 decided to see what my results were
Trial #1: Real Name
Sounds more painful then I would like...I like to eat too much :P On to Trial 2
Trial #2: Screen Name
Hmmm that sounds about right, and check out that angsty Suicide note....kinda creepy
That about wraps that up....except
Trial #3: Full Name
No comment.....at all. Except *checks watch* thats right around the corner...Im going to kill myself in two years
o.O |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Crossfade - The Deep End | ] |
I know that I havent updated in a while, but thats because my little sister had her operation Wednesday so things have been hectic.
She had to have her tonsils removed, nothing major, shes doing fine now....she can still scream like a banshee <.<
So here I am with my....weekly....report, nothing major. Havent got a whole lot done on my portfolio, I hope to have it done before Wednesday this week. But hope is a fickle thing and I know I wont be able to make that goal, unless I actually work...*grumble*
Anyway for something a bit more upbeat....the coolest Sephiroth Image EVER
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14428616/ |
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| Ack Scary |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|07:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Scared | ] |
I took this little quiz becasue a few of my friends did....little did I know what I was getting into
Of course this should make aiko_chan2006 laugh...because he scares me
*shudder* |
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| Emotional status |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|12:44 pm] |
Yet another test that allows other people to explain my life to me o.O
| James is emotionally distant. | | I bet no one's surprised that you never post your current mood. In fact, I bet most of your friends are so sick of you locking them out of your life that they hate you behind your back. Shame. | | brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread) |
I tired my SN but it didnt give me accurate results, at least I dont believe it did
| Eternalderiam is distressed. | | If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. Your friends would appreciate that. | | brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread) |
Well thats my apparent emotional status....and I hope that my friends dont seceretly hate me <. |
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| I guess its time for a real update |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|10:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Heh....same thing as before Avenged Sevenfold | ] |
Well Ive noticed that every post Ive done on here is nothing more than a quiz that I decided I would take because I got bored.
So I think its time that I actually posted something a bit more relevant ot my life. Bet most of my friends didnt see that one coming.
So here it goes: I finally got my 200 point english paper finished and sent in....when I realized that I forgot to put headers on it <.< Yeah, I hope that either she doesnt notice or she decides not to dock to many points for it. *sigh*
Ive also been hitting my portfolio really hard, since it should be more than done by now. daiyaonna keeps reminding me about that. Im just too good of a procrastinator, I think I deserve some sort of medal.
All in all thats what I have been up to for the past week, and one of the reasons that I havent posted anything here...that and theres not many to read it anyway. |
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| Another cool quiz |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Even more Avenged Sevenfold | ] |
Yep....when Im bored I do quizzes, So here is yet another one that I decided to try because I saw it on someone elses post.
GREEN
??Which colour of Death is yours??
brought to you by Quizilla
Not really sure what that means but idea of the death of my mind is a bit depressing.
Anyway on the upside Im very rare.....if thats an upside |
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| Well this didnt tell me much |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|08:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Kinda fitting... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Avenged Sevenfold | ] |
Yay 'nother update... I know Im rather sporadic, but hey my life is rather uneventful.
So I saw this quiz and decided I would give it a shot and low and behold it told me what I already knew
 | You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.
Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.
atheism | | 92% | Satanism | | 75% | Buddhism | | 67% | agnosticism | | 63% | Paganism | | 54% | Judaism | | 38% | Christianity | | 29% | Islam | | 21% | Hinduism | | 13% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
created with QuizFarm.com |
I hate how well other people can describe me....kinda scary ^^;
Although I didnt expect to score that high on satanism.......thats really scary *shudders* |
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